Many of you who know me well know that it doesn't take much to make Kaci cry. Onstar commercials...every single time.
But seriously, its been a rough month. Buried my grandpa, a woman who was like a mom to my dear husband, and my most very favorite uncle. (And yes, I know most very is not proper grammar. Thank you very much.) Then I found out that some people I care about very much are having marital problems, broke my heart because I love the two of them very much (no, its not anyone that Vaughn or I work for, but God knows who it is so if you would please pray, I'd sure appreciate it.)
I am thankful that the people I love are in a perfect place, I am actually jealous of them, and I would appreciate no lectures on how much better off they are. I simply need some time to deal with the fact that I don't get to see them for the next 40 or so years. That is sad, and even Jesus cried, so give me a minute please.
Anyway, I'm just saying, I'm okay...well not really, not right at this moment, but I will be. I know who I am as the daughter of the King. I know that God has it all and that it's all going to work out for the Greater Glory. I just have to take some time to mourn. Some time to cope. So don't worry about me, friends, if I seem a little blue...remember, "Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." Psalm 30:5
Besides, my baby girl is coming home on Saturday for three months, so joy is very literally coming. Have a great holiday weekend, spend some time with the ones you love because you never know when God will call them Home.
But seriously, its been a rough month. Buried my grandpa, a woman who was like a mom to my dear husband, and my most very favorite uncle. (And yes, I know most very is not proper grammar. Thank you very much.) Then I found out that some people I care about very much are having marital problems, broke my heart because I love the two of them very much (no, its not anyone that Vaughn or I work for, but God knows who it is so if you would please pray, I'd sure appreciate it.)
I am thankful that the people I love are in a perfect place, I am actually jealous of them, and I would appreciate no lectures on how much better off they are. I simply need some time to deal with the fact that I don't get to see them for the next 40 or so years. That is sad, and even Jesus cried, so give me a minute please.
Anyway, I'm just saying, I'm okay...well not really, not right at this moment, but I will be. I know who I am as the daughter of the King. I know that God has it all and that it's all going to work out for the Greater Glory. I just have to take some time to mourn. Some time to cope. So don't worry about me, friends, if I seem a little blue...remember, "Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." Psalm 30:5
Besides, my baby girl is coming home on Saturday for three months, so joy is very literally coming. Have a great holiday weekend, spend some time with the ones you love because you never know when God will call them Home.
1 comment:
Got me all teary eyed!
I only met Ron once in my life but I know Serina enough to know how amazing he was. Like you said, he is in a better place (don't worry, I sometimes get tired of hearing that too) but I have no doubt that his heart, will, and strength will be carried on through those who knew him! Praying for your family! :)
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