Thursday, May 27, 2010

Living on the verge of tears

Many of you who know me well know that it doesn't take much to make Kaci cry. Onstar commercials...every single time.

But seriously, its been a rough month. Buried my grandpa, a woman who was like a mom to my dear husband, and my most very favorite uncle. (And yes, I know most very is not proper grammar. Thank you very much.) Then I found out that some people I care about very much are having marital problems, broke my heart because I love the two of them very much (no, its not anyone that Vaughn or I work for, but God knows who it is so if you would please pray, I'd sure appreciate it.)

I am thankful that the people I love are in a perfect place, I am actually jealous of them, and I would appreciate no lectures on how much better off they are. I simply need some time to deal with the fact that I don't get to see them for the next 40 or so years. That is sad, and even Jesus cried, so give me a minute please.

Anyway, I'm just saying, I'm okay...well not really, not right at this moment, but I will be. I know who I am as the daughter of the King. I know that God has it all and that it's all going to work out for the Greater Glory. I just have to take some time to mourn. Some time to cope. So don't worry about me, friends, if I seem a little blue...remember, "Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." Psalm 30:5

Besides, my baby girl is coming home on Saturday for three months, so joy is very literally coming. Have a great holiday weekend, spend some time with the ones you love because you never know when God will call them Home.

1 comment:

Stephanie said...

Got me all teary eyed!

I only met Ron once in my life but I know Serina enough to know how amazing he was. Like you said, he is in a better place (don't worry, I sometimes get tired of hearing that too) but I have no doubt that his heart, will, and strength will be carried on through those who knew him! Praying for your family! :)